I'm appalled. I never knew so many issues regarding people until this year.
Shakespeare said in "A Midsummer Night's Dream, Act Three Scene 2"Is all the counsel that we two have shared -
The sister's vows, the hours that we have spent
For parting us - O, is all forgot?
All schooldays' friendship, childhood innocence?
Have with our needles created both one flower,
Both warbling of one song, both in one key,
As if our hands, our sides, voices, and minds
Had be incorporate. So we grew together
Like to a double cherry, seeming parted
But yet an union in partition -
Two lovely berries moulded on one stem;
So, with two seeming bodies, but one heart, Two of the first, like coats in heraldry,
Due but to one, and crowned with one crest,"
"Our sex as well as I may chide you for it,
Though I alone do feel the injury."
If it occurs to you why I seem far off from everything you do, I hope you do remember that at least we once had fond memories together. Our friendship, to me, was a pleasant one.
If time were to take a turn, I won't say that I regretted being close to you once.
Because at least then, when I shared everything to you, you gave me hope that you're the one that I could trust.
You don't really have to know why I seldom associate myself with you or vice versa recently,
because reality just stabs me from the back.
If you think it is easy for me to let our friendship go,
all I've to say its that you don't know.
Well, you have all your friends, and I'm happy that you do.
But probably that's the reason why I can't trust you.
Remember those times we sat down and watch the world go by, sharing our deepest darkest secrets?
I love those.
But why is it that they're all gone?
You said you stood by me,
or rather you acted like you would. But it turned out to be a fraud.
Now you're saying that I'm fake, I've changed, critisize me in any way possible.
Well, I've just got to listen to all these and know not how to respond.
To think I've told you so much about myself
Going to the extend of being a little vulnerable.
Or maybe its an understatement.
But yes, I thought you would make a difference in my life.
I won't say you didn't.
But you have shown me the unpleasant side of things.
I know you have thoughts to yourself.
I don't probe, I can't really be bothered.
Not because I don't care, but because I've always known it all along.
No issues, I know you'll find another friend, that's gonna be so much better.
But I believe I will too.
It's not about how many friends you have,
If I had a choice, I would rather just have one that's true right by me.
Sadly, I doubt it'll be you. I would love to,
But well, there are already scars.
On brighter note, Vanessa is so adorable.
She just keeps laughing when she calls me. Haha, its vividly ringing through my mind.
F4 is good. Atleast there's people like Chelsea and Gabrielle.
Gabrielle, I'll be waiting for you one day before chinese O's. I know you'll surprise me! (:
I shall post some pictures. :)
Now we'll move on to VELURIYA,
We just have a lot of thoughts in common. Our feelings towards certain things, the things we like to do etc.
Well, she's someone whom I can share almost every and anything with. You know she won't go behind to talk bad and condemn, its just, not her.
When she's your friend, she really is your friend. We go crazy toether. Literally. The sight of her makes me high. Haha I can't wait for sleepovers with her. I think we'll turn mad man.
AND WE BOTH SHOP. (:
We had lots of dates. :)
Thanks, both V-s.